So this weekend on Friday a group of friends and I was planning on going camping, sounds fun right! It was going to be so much fun! We were going to camp out in the woods in Littlebourne, where there is a tree house. We were going to set up tents and have a fire and it was all going to be lovely! It was a huge group of us going on average about 17. However it came to Thursday night when one of the girls Millie (millieslittleworld.blogspot.com) couldn't come, which wasn't her fault but then two more girls pulled out. Until it was just me and my friend Ellie out of the girls going. After that there was no way I was going to go with just Ellie (ellieisanidiot.blogspot.com) and about 10 boys. Then came the weather. The drizzle and wind began to pick up beat and there was just no way I could go.
My weekend was saved though I got to stay round my boyfriend, Harry's house and it was perfect. However perfect it was I felt that my life leads the boring life with the social events. I have many many family events but big friends party's and camping trips and social events aren't what my year group is into that much. The occasional party comes around but other than that my year group is lacking. Even the girls at the moment have no specific best friend. And we never have big grouped sleepovers or days out shopping together. Doing things just the girls. Maybe that's because I'm fussy over who I like and don't like. Or Maybe it's because we all have boyfriends and we feel we have to invite them. My boyfriend Harry is my best friend in the world. I tell him everything and he's perfect. But I'm lacking in the female sex area. As a group of girls we don't do things like I see other groups do. If we do things we include the boys and that means doing things the boys want because we can't exactly take them shopping.
My point is either I'm going to have to plan something with just the girls and hope they don't bail or Harry's going to have to get used to the idea of serious shopping.
Even this summer holiday was shitty. Nobody wanted to come out, everyone was lazy. I've always tried my hardest to make sure I'm out if someone invites me because I don't want to miss out on something that happens. I don't want to miss my life by sitting indoors. I love my friends to pieces but I hoped that as a group of girls we'd plan more things. Recently (go lower to see) we went out on a date night For the The first time. And that was with more boys than girls.
I hope in the future I can get my friendships back on track and we can start doing girly stuff again. As much as I love my Harry.
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